Feel

I see the way
You look at me
The way you ache
Slightest hint of my perfume
You want something
I can give you
My lips drip
Passion
Every kiss
In my arms
You lose
Control
Is it too much for you?
Do you want more?
My fingertips
Trace
Caress
Every curve
I wanna hear
Feel
My name escape from your lips
Believe me when I say
It can get better
Exceeding expectation
Redefining desire
Wanting more
Wanting me
Wanting you

Blame Me...

You wanna blame me
For your tears
Its that simple for you
You played your part
I told you the truth 
But you believed your lie
Now you're left in the cold
Without the warmth of my arms
I always put you first
But you always love me last
They all told me
You were too much to handle
But I wanted you
And all your baggage
The package you came wrapped in
Deceiving
I built my walls
To protect my heart
You want back in
But that would just tear me apart
Live with consequences of who you are
And that you can't blame me

Lie

It was never enough,
To be yours behind the scenes.
To tell you I love you,
Only in whispers.

As if our love was only fantasy,
A convincing figment of my imagination.
You said it was temporary,
This cloak and dagger affair.
I only wanted the simply things,
But that was too close to the truth.
I wanted you in the light of day,
To crumble this solitary secret.
The farce became to much for me,
I couldn't be your lie anymore.
I walked away,
Free from the burden of us.
Left you behind,
With nothing say.

Three Words

It rises,
From my feet to my heart.
This pain,
Just the thought.
That you would,
That you could.
Say those words,
I thought they were mine...forever.
How could you...
Say them to some...one...else.
You knew how much...
They meant to me.
I waited so long for them,
For you to say them to...me.
They were that promise,
That you wanted me...only.
I wrapped myself in them,
The warmth of them.
But you gave them to...her,
So freely.
Was I just a past time...
Till you met her.
I want to know,
What those three words mean to you.
You give me no other choice,
But to give them back.
I have to walk away,
Even though...I...Love...You....

She's Written(La Escribí translation)

She's written,
Everywhere.
She's written all over my body,
Every corner of my being.
She's written in the air I breathe,
The wind that caresses my face.
She's written on my lips,
She stains my words.
She's written in my dreams,
Where we are still happy.
She's written on my heart,
That today is in pieces.

La Música

La música que corre por mis venas
Es lo que me hace vivir
Cada momento, cada instante
Con ese entusiasmo
Sin ella todo seria soledad
Ella es la razón
Mi motivación para creer
Creer que puedo ser alguien
Que puedo decir lo que siento
Sin miedo, sin temor de hacer daño
Que puedo vivir libre
Libre de que piensen los de mas
Me da la fuerza
De romper las barreras de la ignorancia
Que puedo caminar mi curso y ser
Ser quien yo quiero ser
Mirar hacia delante y sonreír
Poder contestar las preguntas
Sin esconder la verdad
Ha sido mi amiga constante
Nunca me ha juzgado
Me dio las palabras
Para ser, respirar
La música la llevo junto a mi
Siempre

You

It was never a question
How much I cared
It was in every word
In the way I looked at you
In the way I treated you
It was in the small things
The way my face lit up...
When I said your name
The way we talked for hours
Oblivious of our surroundings
You were in my thoughts
You were in my dreams
I wanted...I needed to be...
With you
The sensations I felt
At the nearness of you
Its as though you brought me to life
Made me see things differently
To make you smile...to bring you joy
Was the best feeling
Somewhere along the way
Love got lost...you walked away
I've tried to move on
Day by day
But I still wear it...
The way I feel...the way I felt...
About you
It still lingers on my skin...
On my mind...in my heart...
Each second...minute...hour...day...
A piece falls away
And I can almost remember
What it was like before you

This Desire...

there's nothing sweeter
than your lips against mine
all I want, all I need
is time alone...
time alone with you
my hands rise and fall
against your skin
breathe in your perfume
takes me to another place
there's never enough time
to discover every part of you
can I be...can you be
all that you...all that I...need
my heart beats faster
every time I look into your eyes
I would rather stay here
wrapped up in the way you make me feel
the thirst I have for you
will never be satisfied
there's so much more I have to offer
just gimme the chance
I promise...
you won't regret it...you'll enjoy it
there's never a maybe when it comes to you
my mission...my motivation...is to please you
there's nothing more perfect
than to place that feeling in a kiss
can't but want more and more
my cup will never be full...of you
no other place I'd rather be
than inside of you and this desire...

Love Question

You ask my what I want,
Do I really have to tell you?

I thought it was written...
All over my skin.
I thought you could see it...
In my eyes.
I thought you could hear it...
In the way I said your name.
I thought you could feel it...
In my kiss.
My heart only has room...
For you.
I don't want...need anyone else...
But you.
The melody that plays in my head...
Is you.
I can't see beyond it all...
All I see is you.
What I want...
Is you...is love...

Life...Love

The mistakes I've made...made me,
The person I am.
I can't change the past,
I just move forward.
Whether I stumble or fumble again,
I follow where my path leads.
I met you along the way,
I learned loves lesson.
My heart beats with anticipation,
As the new day begins.
Each day goes by,
Wait to see what happens.
I have no expectations,
Life has its plan for me.
Time is measured and dispensed,
But I try to enjoy every second.
Life is to short,
To burden with worry.
I can't take back,
What I felt...it just was.
Live everyday fully,
And love with all your heart.

That Kiss...1st Kiss

That first kiss drew me in,
The taste of you lingered.
It took my breath away,
And I wanted more.
I would do anything...
Anything to feel that kiss again.
I travel along,
Searching for...
But its that kiss,
That lights the fire in my soul.
Burns brighter each time,
I remember the sensation...your lips.
Letting the fire wash over me,
Keeping it close to my skin.
That kiss...the sweetest drug,
Memories never enough.
To get lost in your kiss,
Its all I can think about.
To feel your kiss,
In every part of my being.
To feel your kiss,
The urgency...beyond anything I've known.
I could remain in the dark,
But your kiss would lead me to the light.
Do you remember....
Remember that kiss?

Believe

Can I dare to believe,
That one day you'll realize,
That you'll finally see,
What you needed was me.
Is it worth it,
To wait and sit,
To hope that you believe it,
That you really want it.
It hurts every time,
That I think of you,
Of what we had,
Of what we could've been.
I felt it deep down,
The words I said were true,
I put my fear aside,
And put my heart in your hands.
Was it all a waste,
Loves fleeting taste,
I thought we were everything,
That we could be more than a secret.
I've sat in the dark,
Not knowing where to go,
Hands tremble, grasping at what might be,
I've lost my reason, my faith.
Was there any truth,
In your embrace,
In the way you looked at me,
The way you took my hand in the dark.
I want to see,
I want to believe,
I need to see,
I need to believe,
That there is more than you.

Ex-Invitation

I know I've said,
Said it till my lips hurt.
Your not worth my time,
Invitation permanently rescinded.
I take back all those pretty words,
Bitterness when I say your name.
If I never see you again,
It would do my mind good.
You toyed with me, my heart,
Now here's your fuck off.
Baby I don't want...
Your I'm sorries.
Its too damn late,
The sweetness is gone.
The door is permanently closed,
Slammed shut in your face.
If I say I miss you,
Its the booze talkin'.
I was strong before you,
Now I'm bullet proof.
You can gimme that look,
But it just bounces off.
You can want, want me,
But all you get is...goodbye.

Waitin

I been waitin for you,

All night long.
Sittin by the phone,
Hopin, hopin it will ring.
I been waitin for you,
But your taken too long.
I watch the sun set,
And your still not here.
I been waitin for you,
But your taken too long.
My friends same I'm a fool,
Say you're usin me.
But my heart knows the truth,
That all you need is me.
I been waitin for you,
But your taken too long.
My friends they say its all lie,
That your playin with my mind.
But they can't see,
That sweet way you look at me.
I'll be waitin for you,
I'll be singin my song....

Lies & Expectations

I want,

I need.

To forget you,

Erase you from my memory...from my heart.

My expectations led me here,

You could never be what I needed.

The things that you say...that you said,

Mean nothing at this point.

Your actions speak volumes,

But it still hurts.

I try to understand,

Why not me???

What do you see in her?,

I thought you wanted better.

I struggle to escape,

This maze of emotions.

Happy to see you,

Angry that it was all a lie.

Every day is a step closer,

To forgetting...us.

I thought I could be what you needed,

Make you see the happier side.

But you want to play old games,

Replay the same broken record.

I want so much more,

And you could never, will never be...