Friday, November 11, 2011

At Times

At times…
It seemed too much.
I threw myself…completely,
Into it.
Denial was never an option,
The truth was on my face.
Occupying every inch…
Every second of my being.
It was all over me,
I wanted nothing more, nothing less.
I wanted, I needed,
All of it, all of the time.
That time away…solitude,
A slap of ice to my heart.
I was at a loss,
Lost without purpose.
Memories and dreams,
Were never enough to quench the thirst.
I tried to run away from it,
But it was there every waking moment.
Scratching at the surface,
To find myself again.
It’s a struggle to remain whole…to not fall apart.
But somehow deep down I find the strength,
In the song of who I was…of who I am.

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