You

I've come to realize
No matter how hard I try
To hide
Bury myself
Disappear from it all
Erase you
Forget you
Negate you
It's always there at the surface
It's just waiting
But I pretend to not feel it
I've tried to move
But it persists
This way I feel
When it comes to you
It's beyond anything
I could imagine
That I wanted
It's always there
I tell myself
I don't want it
I don't need it
But then
You look at me
You smile
And it's just
My walls come
Down
Crumble
And I wanna
Let you in
To keep me company
Keep me warm
Make me feel
That something
It seems so out of reach
I want it be you and me
To be us
In that way
To feel that
With you
Happy...