You

I sit here
Pen in hand
Ready
To unload it all
Been on my mind
Its overdue
Let go of it all
The pain
I knew
At first sight
Deep down
We were never meant to be
You kept it from me
The key to who you were...are
You never let it be
Let me in
The nights passed by
Surrounded by shadows
The truth barricaded
I tried
Pleaded
Schemed and plotted
To obtain...procure
You
The real you
But you walked away
To insist would be a mistake
I want so much more
Than a phantom, a fantasy
Maybe it was meant to be
To never know
You