Te Dije (I Told You)

I told you that I loved you,

I thought that was enough.

Te dije que te amaba,

Creí que fue suficiente.

I was wrong, so wrong,

But my heart was yours and no one else´s.

Estaba equivocada, muy equivocada,

Pero mi corazón era tuya y de nadie mas.

I can´t forget you, no matter how hard I try,

You´re in my heart, my skin.

No puedo olvidarte, no importa cuanto lo intento,

Estas en mi corazón, en mi piel.

You left me behind,

Without a goodbye.

Me dejaste atrás,

Sin un adiós.

It´s hard to forget...

What we had.

Esta difícil olvidar...

Lo que tuvimos.

Pictures of you and I,

Memories I treasure.

Retratos de tu y yo,

Recuerdos que aprecio.

Every story has a beginning and an end,

Ours ended in nothing.

Cada historia tiene un principio y final,

La de nosotros termino en nada.

*Inspired by the song "La Bella y La Bestia" by Reik &Morat*

Truth in Love

You want it

Just as much

As I do

There's no denying 

It

As hard as you try

You can't, you won't

Deny it

Me

It's never easy 

To

Let go

Give up control 

Your hand in mine

Too obvious

To be a lie

You can't sweep it under the rug

Delete it like a text message

It's written all over your heart

It covers your skin

Easy was never part of the equation 

Just give in

Say it's all true

Wear it like a badge of honor 

The label of love

Given freely 

Without question

Or is it too much?

Stronger

It's burns

Every time

I see you

I hear your name

A fire builds within me

My soul screams out in anger

You never bothered

To look back

At the disaster

You left behind

I was just 

Rubble 

Left behind 

You never

For a second

Thought

Tried

Said

You were sorry 

There's no remorse

For what you did 

Who you hurt

It was all

Just a game

I was just

Your casualty

But I'm still here

You'll not 

Hurt me

Break me

Ever again

I'm stronger now

More than you'll ever now

Love Joy

Nothing can be more complicated and wonderful

Than what I feel

It pours from the inside out

It's been a while

Since love was on my mind

You've got me all twisted around

But only in the best way

I try to concentrate

But I always wander back to you

You bring back that hope

That it's all worth it

You see into me

And fill me up when I feel empty

When you're not here

I miss you too much

But I don't regret any of it

It's too sweet an emotion

Feeling your hand in mine

There's nothing better

You got me permanently smiling

To the point where I'm silly

But I don't mind at all

Cause I'll be that fool for you

Dangerous Love

You were dangerous

From the first Hello

You had me

You played me

Wrapped me around your fingers

Had me at your 

Beck and call

I went along with it

I longed for you

You were sweeter 

Than candy

I dived into you

Not wanting to come up for air

Stroked ever curve

To memory

I wanted you

I lost my mind

With the words you said

The way your lips glistened

Waiting to be kissed

Calling me 

Pulling me 

Closer to you

More was never enough

Wanted all of you

Teased me

Bit by bit

Never enough time

To savor all of you

You had that magic

Captivated me 

Endlessly

Couldn't you see

I just wanted

Every word 

Every thought

You know what you did

Did it so well

I couldn't say no

Should have known

How you would be

What you'ld do to me

How you'ld make me feel

Your were just too

Dangerous

Ella (Música)

Me arropa

Me da esa ternura

Me da esa calor

La necesito tanto

Sin ella me falta todo

Ella es mi alivio

Cuando las cosas van mal

Cuando las cosas van bien

Allí esta ella a mi lado

Llenando mi corazón 

Cuando tengo la verdad trancando en la boca

Ella me espera con es paciencia

Ella es mi todo

Ella es mi respirar

Me llena de tanta felicidad

Me da esa libertad

Me hace respirar

Ayudándome 

Apollandome

Empujandome 

Amandome 

Es todo y más

No hay palabras suficintes

Es ella

Música 

Real

Tell me

Who you are

What you want

What you fell

Deep down

Below the surface 

Show me

The real you

That you keep 

Locked away

I need

To know...

You

The real you

Can I be?

I wanna be

That strength

That shoulder 

That warm embrace

Could you?

Would you?

Do you?

Need me...

I want to

Need to

Understand

Feel

See...

You 

Don't ignore

Evade

Deny

What you 

Feel

What I 

Feel

Take from me

I give to you

Love

Without bounds

It can't be stopped

Contained 

Buried...

Love

Is that everlasting

Undeniable

Undying 

Truth

That is me

That is you 

Love...

Verdades

Seeing

Believing 

Understanding

Feelings 

Emotions

Sensations

What I mean to you

What you mean to me

If it was worth it

The back and forth

The uncertainty of it all

Questioning myself

Questioning my heart

Did I give too much?

Did you give enough?

I pushed aside 

Doubts

Insecurities

Needs

To be with you

To have you

I know now

Feel now

With certainty

That is was never real 

I built it up

Built you up

Left with nothing

Empty

Hurt

Alone

My path is elsewhere

Where you are not

This is the truth

My truth

Without

You

You

I sit here
Pen in hand
Ready
To unload it all
Been on my mind
Its overdue
Let go of it all
The pain
I knew
At first sight
Deep down
We were never meant to be
You kept it from me
The key to who you were...are
You never let it be
Let me in
The nights passed by
Surrounded by shadows
The truth barricaded
I tried
Pleaded
Schemed and plotted
To obtain...procure
You
The real you
But you walked away
To insist would be a mistake
I want so much more
Than a phantom, a fantasy
Maybe it was meant to be
To never know
You

Todo

There's so much
I feel
Want to say
It all bubbles to the surface
I need you
Want you
Its beyond my control
This sensation
Ensnares me
To feel you
Smell you
To be completely
Wrapped
Consumed
In you
All I want
Desire
Crave
See you
Consume you
Give you
Please you
My arms ache
To hold you
Es algo mas de mi
Tengo tantas ganas
de sentirte
Respirarte
Te siento tan junto
A mi
Mi corazón
Tu voz
Acaricia mi corazón
Mi piel
Te necesito
Te deseo
Mis labios
Desean recorrer
Todo tu cuerpo
I can't
I won't
Stop
Hold back
You
Tu
What I want
Lo que quiero
Your are my
Love
Tu eres mi
Amor

Truth...

Pen to paper
Spilling forth
The truth
What I wish I could stay
I wish you would say
Its more than want
Its everything
I tried
To tell you
Couldn't you see it
Couldn't you feel it
Every kiss
Touch
Its was in every
Word
It spilled through
My skin
Will you laid in my arms
You are everything
My heart
Make sense of it all
The madness
Can't you see
That its me and you
Together against
It all
The loneliness
I'd follow you
Anywhere
Without fear
Without
Hesitation
Its all I have
The truth
Need
Me
I
Need
You...

Pieces

I've struggled to live up to...
What you want, need me to be.
Its all too much sometimes,
Trying not to disappoint.
I wanna love you the right way,
Your way.
I can't be someone I'm not,
I'm just me, who I was meant to be.
I wish you could see the good,
See the love.
I throw my heart into it all,
But its never enough for you.
I thought you could see the real me,
Eventually.
I feel lost in the shadows,
Barely breathing.
Pushed down by you,
Gasping for air.
I can't be your puppet,
Pulled along by my strings.
I thought love was everything,
Cause I gave it all to you.
Piece by piece,
You broke me down.
I've come to realize,
Its your heart that's broken.
You could never fell my love,
You're not capable.
Somewhere along the way,
You lost love.
My last drop of love is...
Goodbye.

Forever

You had my heart
That first time you hummed my name
Singing at the top of your lungs
Lyrics rolling off lips
Smiling when you hit that note
We had that one song
Hit replay over and over again
You took the verse
I took the chorus
Felt richer with every note
You were my safety net
From all that was wrong
That hurt me deep down
You wrapped me up in the melody of your voice
I felt the love all around
We never pretended
It was all true
It was me and you
Everything
Anything seemed possible
Protected in that bubble that was love
I never wanted it to end
I wanted us to be
I wanted us to see
All there was
But time was never enough
Two different directions
But its still there
That glimmer
How you felt
How I remember
That last kiss
Locked away
In my heart
Forever

Not Love

How things have changed
Not like they used to be
I thought you were
What I needed
To fill the emptiness inside
You were that ideal
My dream
But damn I was wrong
I lifted you up so high
Didn't see the cracks
The flaws in your smile
You were that shining star to my heart
But all I got
Was fucked over
Broken heart
Smashed to the ground
The disappointment
Its too much
Too hard
To accept
That I was not enough
For you
That you were not
What I wanted you to be
I put myself out there
For you
You made me feel
That something special
But it was all a fantasy
That you could not fulfill
You were there
But not
I almost said it
I loved you
But you never could
Be my love
Not completely
I look at it all
Now
You've moved on
I live on
Keep myself busy
But every now and then
You pop up
The feelings roll in
Anger creeps through my veins
A smile a cross my lips
Confusion sets in
I just want it to be over
To find that peace
It alludes me
You just continue
To haunt me
I know that its not love
Not love at all
Holding on
To what you were
What we were
In my head
How it made me feel
But its not worth
Time spent on an illusion
I want to be free
Of it all
And finally
Of  you
Cause its not love
Not love at all
Its over...

Music's Love

The music that speaks to my soul
Makes me feel free when the walls cave in
When no one seems to understand me
My feelings put to a beat that enwraps me
Helps to let it all go
Lift the weight of expectations
To see the world for what it is and where I fit in
My muse that insists
To create
To never forget
To smile when its far too cold
With music I can do anything
There are no restrictions
Everything at my fingertips
Its followed me though heartbreak
Finding that missing piece of me
Helped to realize that love comes and goes
But I'm still here in the end
Brought forth the strength to discard the ugly
The pessimism that lurks in the corners
Tells my story
With all its cracks, all its dips
Details flow in and out of rhythm
It remains that one constant
By my side
To soothe me of my insecurities
Music is that force
Its everything
Music is me
Music is love

No More

It takes time to see
Took me far too long
To see though to
The real you
You pulled me around
Toyed with my emotions
You had me believing
It all
Even the small
I don't know
How I could
Love you so
I played the part
Your fool
My heartbeat raced
Every time you said my name
Threw the truth in my face
You embraced that part
Left me cold
I gave you me
The world
All you ask for is
More and more
I was never enough
You wanted to the world
I wanted
Need
Love
Unconditional
True
That's not a bit you

Me

Is it too much
To ask for something
For you
Can't you see
The larger picture
See me
I stand here
Grasping at the air
Hold my hand
Give me something
To believe in
Breathe in
Totally
Utterly
Lost without
A word to guide me
A glimmer of hope
Save me from it all
I can't control it
The way I feel
Cold
I need your warmth
Around me
In me
A prisoner of fear
That I won't see
Feel
Happiness once again
Fill me to the brim
I'm here
But you don't see me
Feel me
Come and see
See me
It comes and goes
That feeling
That I can
Once again
See me
Feel me
But I want
I need you
Give me your hand
Your warmth
Your love
To complete
Fill in the empty spaces
To feel again
To see again
Just me

LoVe

So simple
Thinkin' 'bout you
Always one word
Darling
The key that opens
Deep inside
Makes me shiver
Every time
The suns rays
Caress
Can't explain
What it is
Complex
Feel it
You
Love
Breaks me down
Fills me up
Puts me together
You're with me
You see me
Complete
Apart
You
Me
Love

Feel

I see the way
You look at me
The way you ache
Slightest hint of my perfume
You want something
I can give you
My lips drip
Passion
Every kiss
In my arms
You lose
Control
Is it too much for you?
Do you want more?
My fingertips
Trace
Caress
Every curve
I wanna hear
Feel
My name escape from your lips
Believe me when I say
It can get better
Exceeding expectation
Redefining desire
Wanting more
Wanting me
Wanting you

Blame Me...

You wanna blame me
For your tears
Its that simple for you
You played your part
I told you the truth 
But you believed your lie
Now you're left in the cold
Without the warmth of my arms
I always put you first
But you always love me last
They all told me
You were too much to handle
But I wanted you
And all your baggage
The package you came wrapped in
Deceiving
I built my walls
To protect my heart
You want back in
But that would just tear me apart
Live with consequences of who you are
And that you can't blame me