Ex-Invitation

I know I've said,
Said it till my lips hurt.
Your not worth my time,
Invitation permanently rescinded.
I take back all those pretty words,
Bitterness when I say your name.
If I never see you again,
It would do my mind good.
You toyed with me, my heart,
Now here's your fuck off.
Baby I don't want...
Your I'm sorries.
Its too damn late,
The sweetness is gone.
The door is permanently closed,
Slammed shut in your face.
If I say I miss you,
Its the booze talkin'.
I was strong before you,
Now I'm bullet proof.
You can gimme that look,
But it just bounces off.
You can want, want me,
But all you get is...goodbye.